Years, went through the country
and with them the tides.
When we were last together,
I could not say more now.
I know, you’re somewhere outside
waiting for me, searching for me.
But I’m still a butler of my shadows
could hardly see and feel
I’m caught in tiredness
spellbound on the bed of darkness
Hardly light which makes the horizon bright.
Where is my star is gone?
The light of life is extinguished in silence
till a voice is touching my mind
Speak on and on, my lovely fairyknight
bring the brightness back to me
The soul makes a desperate effort in the fight
demanded and requestet with velvet tounge
A sigh, a groan
Hard and painful is the awaken
Do you see me, as I once was?
Did you recognize my soul?
Full of love but forced to silence
waiting so long for you
Pain in the face of your light.
Pain in the knowledge of the truth.
Gods will do what you ask them.
But the price is too high and pay hard.
Dearest, my soul is crying,
wants you by her side.
But you to be close to you is to stay away
Waiting, so waiting until the last day.
